So we are well into uni... week 4, a hole lot of stuff due soon. i can see an oncoming stress attack. what really sucks is that im not motivated for the theory class. i go to do the readings and my eyes litteraly just blurr up and i cant not be bothered reading. it is like i go into this automatic state of a fidgity child who can sit still at a haircut. i like to talk about what we learnt in the lectures and discuss the themes and topics around it but the readings dont sit well with me.
as for tuesday class, my motivation for that is leaving me. i was so excited when i thought that class was for the whole year purely based on photography. now i know its going to finish in 2 weeks i couldn't see how i could develop three themes in that time. i could see maybe a few but i feel i can't show my full potential when working on three themes plus my wednesday class project AND theory class... yep, it is definately comign along. Anyways i think ill put that past me and just enjoy the little time i had with the photography class and embrace the chance to use other mediums in the upcoming year. what makes me feel okay about doing this is when someone said "it will help you become a more well-rounded artist".... (i think i was more excited at the fact i was called an artist than anything else)
I wont discuss wednesday class here as ill put it on my other blog for the wednesday project... the main reason i am doing a blog. i really like the use of a blog, its very contemporary and i feel i can get all my ideas out as quick as my head creates them. i love the instancy. but a visual diary will never die for on the go access, on the spot thoughts, drawings, emotions, feelings and ideas.
~cest la vie~
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